One more week of school..

I can't friken wait. I'm so excited for school to be done. Going to Alabama this summer. June 9th is when we are heading out. We are gonna fly now, instead of drive. Driving just takes too much physical and emotional shit. So, that's cool. I was looking forward to driving through all the states, but, I rather fly. I lovee to fly.

I have a week of school left. And lots of homework. I'm sure I'll get it all done though. Just need to work on it.

Grandpa Brett is getting married this Friday, so Nic and I are making his cake. Should be fun. =]

Cami is coming June 11th. Sucks that I'm leaving 2 days before she gets here..but I'll see her when I get back.

Nic is gonna move in soon. That should be cool to have her here.. =]

I guess Lauren is living with Dominique now. I wonder how long that will last. Lauren kinda frustrates me.and confuses me. Tells me how much I mean to her, but then doesn't even talk to me half the time. But, oh well. Whatever..

I hope I can see Kaden a few more times before I go to Alabama. I'll see him on Monday, but I don't know about any other time..

Hope I see my grandma Shauna and everyone too again before I leave. I have been going over there a lot more often. I like it a lot. Even if being around my dad is a little hard..it's still nice. His girlfriend, Nicole, is pretty nice. It's still weird to think my dad is with someone, but it's alright.

Mom is like. 2 months pregnant now. It's soo weird still to think she's gonna have twins.but still really cool. We are still trying to figure out names.. Probably will be easier once we know the genders.

Hmm.. Not sure what else to put. So, until next time.

=]

Ahhhhhhh

I can't take my friend's bullshit anymore. I'm so sick of them bitching to me all the time, being 2 faced and just overall being a bitch. God. GET THE FUCK OVER YOURSELVES.

=D

All I needed to say. Thank you.

I wonder..

I wonder if people ever realize that the best thing for them is right under their nose. I have finally realized that.. Things that you have to try reallllly hard to get or to keep..may not be worth it. Sometimes, yes, they are. But, the best things in life just come to you. You don't expect them. You can't ever anticipate them..ever. I love that though. Keeps life interesting. When you realize that your best friend is the love of your life, or your family really are the people you need forever, etc., etc..

May just sound like bullshit to some people. Some think that in order to be fully happy, you have to work extra hard to get the things you want. I think that to be happy...you don't need to TRY.

I'm not sure where that came from.. Lol.

Just wanted to say it.

Happy Cinco de Mayo

I figured I would say that, considering it will be the 6th in 8 minutes. XD

There are so many times where I wish I could simply reach into my heart, and have the names of the people that I truly care about written on little pieces of paper. I mean, I know who I love and all..but I wish that I was completely certain. (This doesn't apply to my family.)

I just wish I could know what would happen in the future. To know if some risks are worth taking. If waiting is better for some situations. If saying something mean or nice will pay off in the long run. If I should go left, if I should go right. If I should go into this field of work. If this story will ever get finished. If I will ever become what I want to be. If I will ever have my own children. If I will ever be in love for real. If I will ever travel the world. If I will even merely be.

But, I guess finding all of that out is what makes life interesting, huh?

It also makes life a hell of a lot harder. Lol

I just..don't know. Ignorance can be bliss sometimes, but its more just utter frustration.

My eyes feel heavy..but.. I don't feel like sleepy quite yet.

I'm reading Lover Enshrined by JR Ward. I swear...if there was ever an author out there that I would aspire to be..it would totally be her. I mean, seriously. I love how she writes totally. Her character's dialouge, description, everything is just so entertaining and awesome. I've tried to write like her before and I'm not very good at it. Lol. I can't wait for the 7th book.. =D

I feel like writing some more on Savage..I think I will after I post this. I have a lot of confience in this story.. I think that if I devoted myself to it, then I would totally be able to finish it and make it be something great. I have the basic ideas down in my head, I just need to write it all.

I think I'm gonna go do that.. =]]

Bye<3