I figured I would say that, considering it will be the 6th in 8 minutes. XD
There are so many times where I wish I could simply reach into my heart, and have the names of the people that I truly care about written on little pieces of paper. I mean, I know who I love and all..but I wish that I was completely certain. (This doesn't apply to my family.)
I just wish I could know what would happen in the future. To know if some risks are worth taking. If waiting is better for some situations. If saying something mean or nice will pay off in the long run. If I should go left, if I should go right. If I should go into this field of work. If this story will ever get finished. If I will ever become what I want to be. If I will ever have my own children. If I will ever be in love for real. If I will ever travel the world. If I will even merely be.
But, I guess finding all of that out is what makes life interesting, huh?
It also makes life a hell of a lot harder. Lol
I just..don't know. Ignorance can be bliss sometimes, but its more just utter frustration.
My eyes feel heavy..but.. I don't feel like sleepy quite yet.
I'm reading Lover Enshrined by JR Ward. I swear...if there was ever an author out there that I would aspire to be..it would totally be her. I mean, seriously. I love how she writes totally. Her character's dialouge, description, everything is just so entertaining and awesome. I've tried to write like her before and I'm not very good at it. Lol. I can't wait for the 7th book.. =D
I feel like writing some more on Savage..I think I will after I post this. I have a lot of confience in this story.. I think that if I devoted myself to it, then I would totally be able to finish it and make it be something great. I have the basic ideas down in my head, I just need to write it all.
I think I'm gonna go do that.. =]]
Bye<3
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